10/25/2010

This weekend, I dug up my old workout DVDs trying to motivate myself to get back at or should I say stay at it. But you all know me. When things are 100% all together...nothing is. After the terrible week I had last week, it is a miracle that I am even leaving my house. I ate well this weekend...okay, I had caramel cake, but other than that I did a really good job considering my eating pattern over the last 10 weeks of my pregnancy. I tell you, I know that I have gained about 15 pounds since I found out. I just subconsciously gave myself an eat-whatever-the-hell-you-want-to pass since this pregnancy was confirmed. Now, as for the gym, this has really been due to my morning sickness. I have been so fatigued and full of nausea in the mornings that I have not had any energy. I believe this is about to change though as I enter my second trimester I have heard stories of women who had managed to keep the nausea the whole pregnancy. I hope that I am not that woman.. Two of my most stressful stressers are now no longer a part of my life or business so I believe that my energy and focus level will change.

Fred and I discussed our plans after he finishes his schooling. He is so excited about finishing school. He has even been looking for different positions for those with bachelor's degrees. I personally would like to move. I mentioned this to him and he said he would be okay with that. We will see.

Anyway, I have decided to do another intense study on forgiveness and discipline. I am going to start by looking up every scripture in the bible that mentions forgiveness for the next couple of months. Once I feel I am ready to move to discipline then I will do that. Right now, I want to address some of the lifelong issues I have had in these two areas. I must remember that I have to stay in the word about these two subjects and others as well because I don't want to go backwards. I have made so much progress and God has done so much to help me get free in these areas, so I have to protect what He has given me by making sure that I seek Him in these areas.

I'll let you know how it goes...P.S. Bug is doing much better. That was the mildest case of chickenpox I have ever seen.

Until next time world.

Mia