I'm worth it!

I can spend a billion dollars on Fred, Bug, and my mother. When it comes to spending something on myself, I can not do it. I get so nervous and I feel like I am wasting money or that I don't need whatever it is. I will buy myself the generic or plan to buy if for myself at some distant date in time. Like when I become a millionaire (which will happen very soon). This weekend, Fred helped me overcome this fear. He asked me why didn't I want to "invest in myself". I though about it. I said I don't know. He said to me, Mia, you have got to believe that you are worth it.

Wow! I thought that I had worked though that self-worth stuff, but I see that there are still some issues. So I did it. I made a big purchase! Just for me. Way to go, Mia!

Good Week!

I have had a pretty good week. Bug and I hung out on Monday. Tuesday, my truck was damaged accidentally by a co-worker with great insurance. So that all worked out. I am in a rental until my truck is repaired. I exercised this week and I am entering into the third trimester of my pregnancy beginning tomorrow. The final stretch....28weeks. Now it is time to set some things in motion for my maternity leave, health plan and of course wrapping some things up at the office.

Nicholas, mommy is so excited to meet you.

Message Received: Chuck E Cheeses

I heard Bug's message loud and clear. This morning, I shook off laziness and completed the 1 mile for walk away the pounds. It was fun. Too easy. Even after months of inactivity, that was not very challenging. My goals was not to sweat as if I am running. My real goal was to "get my mind right". I am approaching the beginning of my third trimester. The final stretch. I want to be prepared for Nic's arrival. So being in the best shape that I can possibly be in will be of great assistants.

 I went to work for a little while today. Bug's daycare was closed (President's Day) so I couldn't get much done with him at the office. So we decided to go to chuck e cheeses. He had a great time. Played the games and ate oh so much pizza. I didn't think that little boy could eat so much, but he did. Afterward, we met up with Fred at Kroger where he was doing some work. He is now napping which gives mommy time to do some blogging and paperwork.  I will be starting a new blog soon. One that is health related, but not so personal. Keep an eye out for that one. It will be paired with my other business venture. I am so ready to get started on that.

Well, I have lost two pounds. I am not trying, but I am so over the fact that I am pregnant and that I can eat what I want. I have been eating a little better lately. NO, I have not been calorie counting or anything like that. Just choosing a little better. Thanks for listening. I'll write later Enjoy the rest of your President's Day.

Missing my workouts; A memory from Bug

This week, I have been thinking about my "get back in shape" plans. Now, I haven't taken any actions, just been thinking. I have my menus and workouts all together. I printed another copy of the cool running program and have even been reading the nutrition paperwork I received at a conference from last year. Going over note from my fitness certification class. I am "getting my mind right". I am so ready to share with others who struggle..too.

Thursday, while Fred or Daddy Fred as Bug likes to call his dad was in class, Bug pulled out my exercise mat and said "Exercise momma, turn on T.V." Can you believe that! He wants me to exercise. I didn't even realize that he remembered me exercising at home. It has been months since I consistently exercised. I guess it hasn't left Bug's mind either.

I am going to upload a picture of myself. I want the world to see Nicholas. It must be a good one though. Nothing frightening :-)

Well, I am going to go into my office this morning and do a little cleaning and organizing. I'll write later.

Valentine's Day 2011: A beautiful testimony

Valentine's Day was wonderful. My hubby is so sweet. He thinks the world of me and that is great. His love for me and little Fred is so evident. I don't ever have to wonder if I am special to him. Anyway, we went to dinner Saturday night. Ms Cynthia watched Bug for us while we enjoyed a great dinner in Memphis. We just looked into each other's eyes and had a magical time. (I think I am in love). Sunday, Bug and I went to church as usual. Monday (Valentine's Day) was a normal day. I went to the office and came home to flowers and candy, and best of all the most beautiful card I believe he has ever given me. The card talked about how we don't get to go out much and how our date nights have turned into trips to the grocery store with our child, but it stated that he wouldn't change it for anything...tears.... :-)...happy tears.....

Little Nic is growing and kicking. 6 months pregnant. I don't have a long way to go, but some days it feels like forever. Come on May 20th. It is starting to get a little difficult to get around on a daily basis. I found it hard to get off the floor with one of my clients. I have asked the mom's to bring their tables into the living rooms if they have them. This will keep me from having to get on the floor.

My parents are great. This morning I had an intimate conversation with one mother. She spoke about how she gave her life to Christ. She was born Jewish and had never heard about Jesus and his Resurrection. She said that she didn't even know what Christmas and Easter were really about. Being American, she heard of these holidays and was glad to get a day out of school, but she never knew what they stood for. She said that she was at home and a group of people came to her door and told her about he Gospel of Jesus Christ. She wasn't completely sold. She went surfing (she's from Florida) and as she rode the waves, she asked Jesus, "If you are really real, come into my heart". She said that she felt his presence immediately and has never been the same. Was that not a great testimony. It made my day. I told her that hearing that story was a blessing. How great is our God! He wants all of us to find peace in Him. I want His peace. Praise God!

Program Development: Almost Ready!

I am so excited about my motivational speaking project in Health as it relates to God's Word. I have been working on it diligently for about two weeks. I have the scriptures lined up as well as the format. Office Max will bind my book for a nominal fee (which is not complete). I have checked on the website domain to make sure it was available. My launch date is set for: October 2011. I have some advertisers lined up and some venues to work in. Guest speakers for the "talks". I am ready to go.

I want to advertise it as a multicultural/multiethnic program. A lot of time people think if someone african american does something that it is just for us. It is for us, but it is for everyone. It is good as second class citizens to see someone like you doing big things, but I want everyone to find their place in this program. We all suffer with self-esteem, and hurts from our past and fear of the future. A lot of us; no matter the culture use food as a friend. This leads to more self-esteem issues and hurt. God is for all of us and I want to show that in the program that I have developed.

I just hope people need help in this area. I have suffered a long time. I hope others have too and will want to work together to build their confidence in themselves through the love of God.

Too Sleepy...Night-Night

A meeting from the past; Nic predict; Road to success

Yesterday, I went to lunch with an old high school buddy of mine. We literally talked for hours. She has become such an amazing woman. As have lots of classmates that I asked her about. She organized the next class reunion for next year all by herself and has collected  a committee to carry it out. How exciting! She is a stay at home mom and wife. She is also a member of the church I attend. Talking to her actually made me want to attend the next reunion. She sold it to me like a new car. Those are good marketing skills. 'Cause you can't sell anything to me about my Clarksdale experience. It wasn't that great and continued to be a nightmare once I left home. I just may go though. I would love to see some of those guys. It has been a long time.

Thought change:
Nicholas is growing and kicking and kicking and kicking. He is going to be a big boy. I can't wait to see his face. I think he is going to look a lot more like Fred than Bug does( if I had to take a guess). Bug looks a lot more like me.

Side track: Every time I get pregnant my creativity increases. Do you think there is a correlation? I have so many new ideas; it is just amazing. I come up with something everyday. I think that I am creative anyway, but little Nicholas is making mommy think. I love it!

Back to Nicholas, I think he is going to have his father's hands and feet. With an arch in the feet like my mom. I think he will have a slight bow to one of his legs like I do and eyes that are like his dad. He will probably have more of my smile than Bug does. Bug has his dad's smile. I think personality wise (just guessing), He will take life a little more seriously like I do. Be a lot more analytical and a deep,deep thinker. Emotional.  Bug is a light heart and jokes around a lot. Laid back like Dad. I don't know if Nicholas will be like that, but we will see. That is my prediction for baby Nic.

Business thought:
I have been reading lots of books lately about leadership. I have developed so many of those skills. My husband complimented me yesterday on my success. As he takes his classes, he sees me in those textbooks. He says that even though I have some areas to improve in, I possess and continue to possess a lot of the skills of a successful serial entrepreneur. Yes, serial. I have lots of hats that I want to wear.  Got to go I have a client coming in in four minutes. I'll write later.