A full Plate

I only have five more months before my new addition will be here. It is not that far away. I am halfway through the pregnancy and have to make a lot of business decisions. I want to stay off work with my new baby as long as I can. I want to breastfeed as long as I can. With me being the main provider at my business, I think things will have to be cut short. It makes me a little nervous. Fred is starting school in January and that is another addition to our already full plate. I know that 2011 will be a great year, but with lots of changes. I am praying to God that He helps me to make the right business and personal decisions. I am continuing to find that these decisions are one in the same.

Frederick and I are going to sign Lil Fred up for speech and language therapy. Yes, I have felt he has needed some help for some time now. I am also in the process of taking him to a preschool and out of the daycare. He is very unintelligible and does not speak more that two word phrases. This is a delay. I want to put him in private therapy, but I don't have a place to take him in the area. I want him to be treated fairly, but with me being direct competition, I am not as comfortable with the possible therapy my son may receive. So, I am going to have him evaluated by the school system, but he may not qualify for services. I dont know if he is severe enough. If this is the case, I may have to take him out to Germantown, TN for services.

I miss running. I am almost mad at myself for not running during my pregnancy. With the placenta issues and just plain old fashion morning sickness, I stopped. I want to start back, but I don't know if I should. I will just stick to my prenatal DVD, but it gets boring.......