Today, I chose the Word, forever.

This is my first step to the rest of my life. I am not going through this ever again. I can say that wholeheartedly. I haven't been as confident about this EVER! So, I am learning about the power of words, Words that we speak to others and those we say to ourselves and about ourselves. The Word, the need to seek Him (God) first. We have to seek the Kingdom of God, which is to say, we have to seek God's way of thinking and operating. This is only done through His word. Consistent, non negotiable time with Him on a daily basis. Not if I have time to spend reading and studying the Word, but a MUST! There is nothing more important. Today! I make a decision to choose life and that life is The Word~

There is no other way to get rid of an addiction (food or other addiction), but to renew your mind truly to the Word of God. You have got to change your thinking. I mean really do it. I mean really, no... I mean really change your mind. It's not about just knowing scriptures, but praying them and meditation on them until they start speaking to you. Then making CHANGES with the power that comes from the Holy Spirit as you  mix action with the Word of God. The Word~ Until it bubbles up inside of you and spill out and into your heart (spirit man). I am a spirit. God designed my spirit (human spirit) to  hunger and thirst after Him. He made us to fellowship with Him. That is what we were designed to do. If we do not do this, we will fill ourselves with junk-whether junk food, food, t.v., drugs, alcohol, needing praise from others, people pleasers, cigarettes, working too much, sex, backbiting and slander, starting strife, partying, fornication, adultery, lack of discipline, shopping, obsessive behaviors, hoarding. Whatever, Your, thing is. It is your human attempt to fill the space in your spirit that is designed to be filled with Love or God.

I want God/Love to fill my space so that I will be able to take on anything. We have so many sayings and "fake" religious beliefs. Stuff that I see and thought I knew is not even in the bible or was misquoted or taken out of context completely. We put so much and require so much of the responsibility of knowing God on the pastor or preacher. God has given us just as much grace and mercy and authority as our pastors. We don't need him (pastor) to go to God for us. We have to go to God ourselves. When we don't understand why something we are believing for doesn't work, we start to reason with our stupid human"religion". We say things, like I guess it wasn't in God's will. His will is spelled out for us. We have to keep his commandments. WE CAN DO IT. Jesus was our example, but one thing about Him. He spent time with the father on a daily basis.

 For all these years, I have made something so easy; so difficult. God is easy. He loves me. I chose to stay in His word today and forever.