Receiving Help!

Hello World,

Just recently, I have learned to receive help. Not just any help. I have looked to people who actually know what I am facing and seeking their assistance: real business owners, real mothers, real friends. All with this concensus... Do what you want to do! You can do it! It may take you longer! You may have to do somethings for the present time that you do not want to do, but do things the way that you want to do it. Without bondage from "self" or bondage from "entities". I realize that what is for me is for me. I don't have to be like others in any way. So with this in mind, the Month of May will be great. For one, it is BHSM. My fourth year of business and also the year of new beginnings. The funny thing is I am going back four years. I am finally now on the road that I should have stayed on four years ago. Secondly, I am planning a well needed break. I want to get somewhere and clear my head and prepare for  the new direction of self, family and business. Thirdly, I am seeking balance...yes, that's it. Balance is my new focus and will have to be my new way of life.

Sidebar:
 God  has placed some helpful people in my life recently. I would usually NEVER and I do mean NEVER listen to. God has a funny way of helping you get out of your "set" ways. I am going to rejoin my running group. I was a little ashame to do it since I was unable to get in shape after my baby. But what I have to do is see myself as a finisher. Not just a starter, but a finisher, but at my own pace. There is nothing wrong with getting "there" a little slower than others. Just get there. I have still been writing my fitness plan. It is even better now and more tied to the true emotions of those with difficulty than when I thought I had a grasp on things.  With the continued revelation of the book or Mark, Galatians and now I'd like to add Phillipians. I am beginning to understand what the sufferings of Christ was. He suffered because he had to be obedient. Our flesh suffers when we have to do things other that what it wants to do.

Sidebar 2:
Never devalue yourself or the things that you offer. Never let others devalue you or what you have to offer. No, you are not "free". You are worth payment, recognition---value. You are great and what you do with God as your guide is even greater. You have a choice, world. Chose life. Don't let things keep you in bondage. Its hard, but you don't have to follow the crowd. Especially if you don't fit with the crowd, you only make yourself miserable.  There are people that will value you, appreciate your work (service). Look for those people, target those people. Surround yourself with people that appreciate you and what you do, people that are like minded.