I worked with an old acquaintance today. Just for a few hours for a little pick up work. There was a little tension there because I'd previously asked her to do something for me, but she didn't do it for me she did it for someone else. I think she felt a little guilty about that. I guess we both were. She was so busy trying to explain and I was busy trying to show her how "incredible" I am. It was a mess. It don't take long to put your foot in your mouth, especially when insecurity shows up.
So she was asking some basic questions after ignoring me for an hour. She asked to see pictures of my baby, my husband and asked about the business. When she asked me if I were still running. My heart went to the bottom of my feet and my stomach started to knot up. So immediately, I started to ramble. Well, I...I...I.. It was so pityful. I was trying to prove myself worthy, I still don't like this overweight girl. I thought I was over this. I don't give her time and I don't have much patience for her. For Christ sakes, she just had a baby :-( Tough afternoon.
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