In My Element

Man O Man, I went to a wonderful meeting yesterday with like-minded people. People who are interested in business, health and wellness. Published authors,columnist and motivational speakers. WOW! It was the best thing I'd been to in a while. It was a great refresher for my own motivation to become a more productive person as a whole. I was so in my element. The event inspired me to continue my writings that I had put on hold due to being in the wrong thing for so long.
I am an individual. I am an innovator. I am a leader and not a follower. It has been so clear for so long what I need to do with my health, family and business. I let go of my vision...I couldn't see past my current situation. But even though it has been a rough calendar year emotionally. I have had a REAL TRUE pick-me-up. I am heading in a new and free direction. I am calling my OWN shots. I am getting my validation from God, my husband and my two children. I don't have to dance to anyone's music, especially when they don't have my best interest in mind. I love it and I thank God for every trial this year, every affliction, every eye-opening experience. It has lead me back to myself. Back to motivation-Back to truthfulness-Back to encouragement, Back to accomplished. So although I have said it 100 times this year, I am back in my element.  As indicated in Matthew 6:34, don't worry about anything! Watch Out world!

Sidebar: Today, I went to the department store and literally stocked up on clothes. I have been punishing myself for the last year for not keeping my promise to myself. I was being very unforgiving. After reading my Bible and committing to positive confessions, my faith has again strengthened. What I must remember is not to let the cares of this World rob me of success. I have been listening to the Holy Spirit and receiving help and strength from him. But I am thankful for this drought. Thankful for this time of reflection and time to see what things are REALLY about.  I am thankful for understanding what my motives were really about when it related to me. Validation! I was at a standstill for four years waiting on someone to tell me to move in the right direction. It wasn't until my son's daycare teacher asked me, " what are you waiting on?" I couldn't answer her. I guess I am waiting on someone to tell me to move, but God already told me to move years ago. So, I have made some changes. All stressful, unproductive, & binding committments have been eliminated. I am free for change, in my body, mind and spirit. My Element!