I didn't get to write yesterday. I was a little busy. We had a slow start yesterday. I slept in and then began to clean up our house and unpack from the trip. Lil' Fred complained of ear pain again. I had been thinking for the last couple of days that it was just allergies. We decided to take him to the doctor since he continued to complain. The doctor confirmed what I was thinking. His ears were not infected, but they were not clear either. He didn't want to give him any antibiotics (he is allergic anyway). So he gave us some samples of zyrtec for allergies. We will see what happens.
I went to my meeting and of course I had a gain. A BIG ONE...I am too embarrassed to tell you how much I gained in a 4 day period. One day, I will be able to go on vacation and not be a slave to overeating or a slave to watching what I eat. Both have stressed me out in the past. Anyway, I gave my leader Jana and the receptionist a card for all of the support and encouragement that they have given me for the last year. They both suggested other meetings and good WW leaders that could help continue until I reach my goal. I have to leave this meeting because of the summer camps and other business needs. I am thinking about trying the meeting on Thursday at 7 pm. This is a great time. I will definitely be finished with my work at this time and I won't have to worry about the Memphis traffic. I am also thinking about not going back to the meetings and just picking up on my own. This is really scary since I haven't been doing so well the last couple of weeks. That makes me think that I need to go back to the beginning. What was my driving force then??? What was my motivation??? What was my faith in??? I don't know what I am going to do. I am a the cross roads of my healthy journey. I don't know which way to go right now. I have to make a change. This is something that has to be done, but I don't want to make a mistake.
To be honest, the major reason for my falling off the wagon relates to what I was telling you in previous posts about Mark 4. I have let the cares of this world steal my roots in the goals that I have set. I am stressed. I have more referrals than I can handle. I am trying to be patient and wait on God, but He seems to be taking His sweet time. I am sure He knows something that I can't see yet. Maybe I think that I am ready for something that I am not. Whatever it is, I am going to wait on Him 'cause He knows and has always protected me from hurt and danger so....whatever you say God...whatever you say!
You all know that I am working on my organization and consistency as it relates to a healthy lifestyle, my home and business Well, I also need to say more positive things. I have been doing very well on not saying negative things, but I haven't done well to replace the negative with the positive. So today, I ran across this scripture from Proverbs 12:14 From the fruit of his lips a man is filled with good things as surely as the work of his hands rewards him. I guess I had better start saying good things from my lips.
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